Very Nice Indeed

Little Miss Mazie is now 7lbs. 2 oz. 

I was so worried about her eating, so the fact that she gained a pound in a week and a half explains why I've been starving almost every second of the day!

But I am feeling pretty good right now.

Granted, there have been moments this past week where I didn't feel too good..

But right now I am feeling pretty good.

Today I took both kids to the doctor by myself.

Their hair was done, everyone was dressed, I actually blow dried my hair, and Ross didn't break down crying once.

Today I took both kids to the doctor by myself and I actually still have my dignity.

So I'm feeling like Superwoman.

To think my Mom has done things like that with 7 children in tow just baffles me.

All I had was two, and I felt like I had conquered the impossible.

So though bedtime was a little out of control tonight..

One crying constantly, the other taking every piece of clothing out of his drawers only to find that he wanted PJ's when he normally hates his PJ's, a missing pacifier, a zoned out Husband with basketball on TV, a baby gown that wasn't going on as quickly as the other baby wanted it to...

And so the list continues...

Though it was a little out of control, I was completely in control today.

I was prepared, with last resort Dum Dums in my bag as well..

I was so prepared for a meltdown that even the nurse, who looked at me like I was insane by the way, thought I was decently prepared.

And it was a good thing too, seeing as we were waiting for nearly 45 mins. for the Doctor.

So yes, there are certain moments where I know I will lose my mind..

But then hopefully, hopefully, there are moments where I'll even have those last resort Dum Dums.

Hopefully there are many more moments where I am more than prepared.

Because being outnumbered by kids certainly requires personal preparedness.

And feeling like Superwoman today was actually very nice.

Very nice indeed.