Even When I Don't Feel Like It

I guess it's as good a time as any to come clean about something.

I was just going to pretend and just not say anything, act like it never happened, but announcing something over the internet will probably lessen the blow.

Dear sweet handsome dimples Robert...

I know I said I wouldnt..

But...

I watched Modern Family without you.

I wasn't going to, but then I saw that there were TWO episodes that we had missed and..

Well, let's just be honest here, I couldn't help myself and we both knew I would cave because I don't mind laughing over things twice.

BUT!

I learned a lesson while watching, so we cannot say that it wasn't worth my while or that nothing good came from this unfortunate lapse in character.

In the latest episode little Lily doesn't want Cam to have another baby because she wants him all to herself.

A natural process for most children of course.

They originally think that its Cam's fault because he doesn't give her enough independence.

Then they think that its the other guys fault... who's name I am completely blanking on right now...

But you know who I mean.

He doesn't like to share.

It turns out that that's why Lily doesn't want to share Cam.

Without even knowing it, he was teaching his Daughter.

So I learned a very good lesson while watching a show I wasn't supposed to be watching.

This morning when I didn't want to run.

I did it anyways.

And when I wanted to stop...

I forced myself to keep going.

I want to teach Ross that I can actually finish something I start.

Even when I don't feel like it.